Sunday, November 4, 2007

It was all me!

I must share that in the last several years I have been feeling (hard) so to speak. We had a couple of really hurtful experiences in churches in Kentucky and I let that effect the way that I related to people in our churches. A beautiful thing has happened in the last couple of weeks, in that it seems that the hardness has gone away. All of the sudden I feel like me again. I feel free to love people openly and without fear of hurt. I have missed it so much. It's almost as if it was a bondage. I feel more open to God and his leading than I have in such a long time. Even though my health is not the best right now I am praising God with all my heart for this restoration. It never ceases to amaze and I never get tired of learning that it is not God who journeys away from us but rather it is us that fades away from him. Wherever you are at, wherever you have been just reach out and you'll discover he is right there. From this thankful heart to yours, I pray you are blessed.

1 comment:

Heather Lea said...

I'm so excited I found your blog! I didn't know you were keeping one. I have lots of catching up to do. Hope you're well...miss you and love you lots. I move home on Dec. 20th- graduation is the 22nd. I'll be around for good after that though. Lets make sure to get together SOON! LOVE YOU!